welcome to my world

ini cerita saya,
gadis pendek yang bercita-cita tinggi
don't ever put high expectations on me because i'm just an ordinary girl living in a temporary rent land by HIM

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

hey im back ! :)

assalamualaikum && hi everybody !
dear liver,
yup yup tahu dyla dah lama tak update blog. maaf yaa maaf. 
bukan taknak update tapi idea hilang entah kemana. cehhhh.
okayyy for your info,dyla baru je habis dunia matrik di gua gambang tu,
ehhh takde laahh baru sgt dalam seminggu lebih dahh. heee :D
and now im free skejap lahhh.
rinduuuu okayyy rinduuu ngan matrik sgt sgt,
aah ni mmg ragam manusia bila ada depan mata dok laahh sibuk kata nak balik kl nak balik kl
tunjuk perasaan sana sini,tapi bila dah balik kl sibukkk pulak nak rindu rindu matrik gambang tuh
phewwwwwww. dyla dyla.
okayyy sebenarnya balik je kl haritu dyla duduk je terperuk kat rumah,rindu rumah lahh katanya,
annddd then first out day bila fatin gojes ajak dila pgy book fair,
so apa tunggu lagi ! sila keluar dari kepompong awak tu dila,
cmoneeee lets chill :D
masa mula mula smpai book fair eksaiteeeeeeddd gila mcm budak2 baru first time nak belajar naik basikal without roda tuhh,amboiii mcm woowww pwtc ni aku yg punya !
yelaa time tu kitorang smpai takde org okayy 
tapi last last lambat jugak semua sebab promoter linguaphone yg tak bertauliah tuhhh-.-"
akan ku ingt wajahmu smpai bebila. buangg masa je dgr tauh. 
i knw im not tht good in english but i've my own privacy and i do have a right to my own opinions,

hello im adilah ! meet my friend fatin yg jojes <3
yes this is wht we aim for,buku resipi masak memasak,untungg siapa buat kami menantu nih ! =p

fatin tgh khusyuk memilih :)
thennn skejap jeee pgy book fair tu since ramai sgt budak sekolah yg berlari lari anak mcm ada sukaneka
kat sana,aihhsss nasib dyla ni penyabar orgnya,hanya mampu tersenyum biasaa  broo budak2,so kitorang pun move on to the mall utk mengisi perut yg sudah berhiphop dari tadi :)

alolo. atin lapar ehh sabar yeaahhh :p

ehmmm bagilaaa dia ni tgkp gambar,anytime pun boleh lapar tak lapar,pedulik apa kan.

fatin's :)

bread stick

mine :)

<3

ehh perlu ke gambar ni :/

cik fatin jojes 

ni takpayah nak kenalkan sgt -.-"

pizzaaaa pizzaaaa lapar pulak kan tgk balik gambar nih,cisss-.-"



                                             
on the way back :)

nak jugakkkkkkkkk -.-"

okayyy now nak cerita pasal on the way kitorang balik kan kan,
ada lahh sorg mamat nih tetiba tegur kitorang "assalamualaikum kak"
and dyla masa tu amatlahh trauma tahu sbb nyaa kat book fair tadi punyalahh ramai org nak sibuk promote2 services and products diorang tuh,fahamilahh bahawa saya TIADA duit dongg !
adoyyy,pastu sambung cerita kay. mamat tadi pun cerita punya cerita dia kata dia dari kuatan nak pgy uitm shah alam,ohh i see so dila pun dengar je lahh ingtkan dia nak tanya mcm mana nak pgy shah alam kan boleh laaa bajet baik sket nak tunjukkan jalan,tapi rupa-rupanya dia nak mintak duit sbb dia kata wallet dia semua hilang nthen mcm2 lahh dia cerita pasal balai polis lahh dpt mineral water lahh dpt gaviscon lah apa lahh kann, so at last mmg muka dia sgt lahh kesian,dyla pun buat2 tak fhm and terus tanya kat dia "so awak sebenarnya nak apa nih?*muka blurrr" pastu boleh dia merungut depan dylaa. okayy nasib baik ada fatin,then fatin pun tanya lahh berapa sebenarnya duit tak cukup tu,tp dia taknak jwb pulak,and last2 kitorang pun bg lah dia duit andd really hope that dia tak menipu,biarlahh kan :)
tapi tapi bila dah smpai rumah and cerita balik kat fatin and fatin bagi response 
 "aku cerita kat mak ayah aku . bila mak ayah aku cakap , kalau lah budak tu report polis , tak kan lah polis tu lagi nak suruh budak tu pergi shah alam sendiri plus tak kan tak call mak ayah dia . tak apa lah , aku redha . lagipun , macam lah tak biasa kena tipu ni * pasrah ."


okayyyy demmmmmmm maknanya apa semua cerita nih ? yeahhhh kena tipu okayy !
budak matrik dgn budak uitm kena tipu heh padan muka ! lain kali percaya lahh semua ckp org terutama yg baru kenal. aihhsssss -.-"
till then :)

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

today is my bebiboy big day :)

assalamualaikum :)
dear liver,
this is my first entry in 2012,
hee peaceeee. jgn marah ye, dyla tau anda sume rindu kan dyla. hikhikk.
okayyy dyla kat rumah skrg ni tgh cuti mid sem konon2,
so without wasting time,
nak bg tau satu dunia yg harini 25th.January.2012 is my adik amil's bday :D
yeaaaaayyyy *big clap.
Happy 13th Birtday adik amil :)
selamat melangkah ke alam remaja ya. heee.
remaja laah sgt padahal amil ni species cam dyla jgak tumbesaran lmbt sket,
atau erti kata lain pendek,
haaaa. ni lah dia adik dyla 
Muhammad Syamil Abdul Aziz the birtday boy,
kite syg adik kite sgt2 ! sbb sbb he's the one and the only little brother i've ever had :)
&& dialah peneman dyla dikala sunyi. ececehh.
yaa tahu,muka kitorang mmg photocopy je.
selalu kat rumah kan dyla tinggal ngan amil ni je. && datz why kitorang sgt rapat,
since kakak2 n abang sume dah berkerjaya makanya hanya tinggal kami berdua.
sbb tu kami selalu berpillow talk together. heee. jgn jealous :P

anndddd pagi tadi which is on his birthday,
awal awal dia dah remind kat dyla,
amil:kakcik ni bkn nak wish bday amil ohhh. *sambil tarik muncung donald duck
dyla:kisah pulak saya ?*ayat favourite amil letew.
heheee. jahat kan kite ? elleyyhh. sbenanye mlas nak wish awal2 sje nak wat surprise ni haaa :D

fyi,syamil ni sgt laahh sensitive orgnya maklumlah anak last kan,
so dia tak boleh kena marah sket, nnty dia merajuk 40 hari 40 malam tahu,
to me, dia sgt laahh adik yg spesel *spesel=special
sbbnya attitude dia yg slalu menghiburkan seisi rumah,
lpastu dia punya perangai ni kadang2 mcm gugurl sket laa mybe sbb terpengaruh ngan dyla.
kuat merajuk,suka benda2 comel and cute ehhh.

lepastu  syamil pun suke gak tangkap gambo, cm akknye haha.
syamil mmg manja + mengade ngade gilakk okayy,
but yet bila difikir balik, sape lagi yg nak treat dia as nice as i did,
no other than  me kan ? siannn dia alololoolloo.
and sbbtu jgak bila dia kena marah ngan abah,dia akan mengadu kat kite. heee. opssssx)
andd mulalah sesi mujuk memujuk amil nih ^^

bila ada amil ni, dyla mmg kena bnyk sabar to try to understand wht did he wants act,
and ive learnt a lot on how to be a great sister to him,
how to be a sister whom he can be proud of,
sebenarnya adik mmg hanya mahukan perhatian drpd kakak dia sahaja,
datz all,tak perlu ada yg lain.
cukup utk menjadi tmpt dia mengadu masalah and share all the stories together :)


tgk tuuu,syamil juga sangat gemar meng-onlinekan diri,
amil sgt manja especially masa first time nak melangkah ke alam sekolah menengah,
menurut cerita mak dyla *dah mcm sejarah.
amil tak makan & asyik berkurung dlm bilik sbb dia takde smgt nak gi sekolah taw,
lpastu dia asyik demam je,sian amil :(
masa tu serious dyla risau sgt sbb dyla jauh kat gua gambang tu, 
anndd keep praying so that Allah can calm him down,
alhamdulillah dia dah okay dah skrg,
tapi berat badan menurun okay 40kg-30kg !
amboiii silonokkk nyaaa :D

&& im very glad to have a very cute lil brother like him :)

hee cute habis.
bilik siapakah ini ? sungguh tak matang -.-"

jarak umur kami yg sgt jauh dyla:20thn amil:13thn
but yet we still can be a good friend to each other :)
a good listener,tak caye cer tanya kisah hidup dyla kat amil,
he knows everthng about me taw ! 

dann sebab tu lahh kami sgt rapat :')


ni time syamil kecik lagi ni. masih tadika. comel kan kan. ngeee.

and now dah remaja. hehee.
semoga bertambah matang laa adik kite nih :)
jangan nervous nervous nak gi sekolah lagi. fightinggg ! :D



to my beloved bebiboi,
Muhammad Syamil Abdul Aziz
Happy Sweet Thirteen,
may all your wishes comes true, 
and pleaseeee always listen to mak and abah !
belajar rajin rajin,solat on time taw ! kan dah remaja :)
kakcik saaaayyyaaaangggg awak okayy ! mwahhxx sket :*
p/s:tak payah nak merajuk sgt dah kayy. heee.

"I've been blessed to have A brother like you, You're my pal, my buddy And my best friend too. And it means a lot Having a brother like you."


Saturday, December 17, 2011

a message

assalamualaikum :)


Dear my future husband,
whom i don't know who you are,
if you really love her,you won't touch her.
not even the slightest bit,
you'll protect her dignity and sacredness as a muslimah
just hold her in your heart for a few more years,
then you can do it the halal way 
:")

Saturday, December 3, 2011

demam :")

Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku


Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosa ku
Hanya ingat Kamu kala duka ku
Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka
Pintu hatinya untuk cintaku


Malam kau bawalah rinduku
Untuk dirinya yang jauh dari ku
Agar dia tidak kesepian
Selalu rasa ada cinta agung


Hujan bawa air mata ku
Yang mengalir membasuh luka ku
Agar dia tahu ku terseksa
Tanpa cinta dia di hatiku


Hanya mampu terserah
Moga cahaya di penanti


Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya


Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

kadang-kadang

assalamualaikum :)
dear liver,
kadang-kadang dyla rasa dyla ni sgt laa useless,
*sbb selalu nak mintak mcm-mcm
org ada tu,dia nak jugakkkk
kadang-kadang dyla rasa untungnya if jadi mcm org tu baik,cantik,pandai,
*sbb semua org akan bangga dgn dia
tak pernah bersyukur bila jadi diri sendiri
kadang-kadang dyla selalu termengeluh banyak banyak kat ma&&abah,
*especially when i was at the college
comment pasal studies,transport,cafe,mknn,sumeee
kadang-kadang dyla rasa  tak cukup masa nak buat semua benda
*sbb selalu buat kerja last min
konon kalau buat kerja awal-awal tak feel lah kan
hmm but yet,I've think bout others that even worse than me,
ada yg takde parents dah,ada mkn sehari sekali je,
ada yg takde chance nak studies sbb kena earn some money for their family,
so dyla pleaseee sentiasa thankful dgn apa yg ada kayy,
we might be have a lot of weaknesses and just a little strengths,
 but who knows those lil strentghs can fix those weaknesses kan kan kan.
okayyy entry emosi. heee.
till then :)


Friday, November 18, 2011

no feelings at all

assalamualaikum :)
dear liver,
can you get it what the title really means ?
yessssss I have no feeling at all to pack  all that messy stuff-__-"
even it almost 3o'clock in the morning
&& tomorrow i suppose to wake up earlier than usual :p
otherwise the bus to kuantan will leave me *sighhhhhh
bluekkkkkk :p
dyla seorang yang RAJIN *doa didalam hati :)


Monday, November 14, 2011

ape eh ? ape ?

assalamuaikum :)
dear liver,
apa title mcm tu ? okayy act dyla taktau nak update ape ni.
since gambar tak transfer to my lappy lagi.
huhuu. tapi rindu nak menaip2 nih!!
rindu bangat sihh.
okayyy marilahh upload je apa yg ade.
utk mencuci cuci mate :p
*mood:menciii mencii 4days more to left kl && back to gua gambang :(
dear Kolej Matrikulasi Pahang,
pleaseeee stop bothering my lifeeee !
=(
anyonyoo. comeyycomeyy. *ewww :p

ni dah kenapa pic semua nak kat mirror jee ? :p

pehh pehh. gambar ni serious time war nak spm2009 :) ahaha.
muda tak muka dyla ? muda remaja kann ? :p
now saya dah tua,19 already,uwhhh;'(
wish u all the best to all spm candidates.
War of Everything !
soo fight for it,aiteee;)
till then :)



Wednesday, November 9, 2011

in the blink of an eye

assalamualaikum :)
dear liver,
i juz finished my first sem as a
one-year-programe student in
Pahang Matriculation College
Mendeka ! Mendeka ! Mendeka !
:D
updated soon
tatataaaaa~~~
*gambar diatas time first day nak msk matrik :p
&&now juz one sem left.
cant wait for it <3

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

I dream of 4flat :)

 assalamualaikum :)
dear liver,
ohhh how I miss to write in this blog !
but what could I do, time always get jealous of me,
the wireless network also :p
juz a short update to treat my lovesick towards my lovely blog :)
do pray for my success people !
<3english
<3mathematics
<3biology
<3physics
<3chemistry
wish me luck.
&&I really dream of 4flat :")
ini gambar budak stress nak exam.LOL :))

this is my room.the most heaven place in my college. nice is it :D :D
sempat lagi even the exam is still in progress.
till then,
:)

Monday, May 23, 2011

depression to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxx !!!!

asslamualaikum :)
dear liver,
hmmmm i dunno wht to say,
just dont knw wht i feel right now,
scared,happy,excited,sad.
all in one.
can u guys describe it in one word,please ?
im going back to Kolej Matrikulasi Pahang,
to continue my 2 more semester there.
do pray for my success,4flat ! 4flat ! 4flat !
amiiinnnnnnn : )
imissmyroom :")

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

slumberbardark in action ! :D

assalamualaikunm :)
dear liver,
okayyy setelah pergi menghabiskan masa feel the snow at snow walk shah alam,
dyla dgn beraninya keluar lagi yee pada keesokkan harinyaaa.
meronda-ronda di Kuala Lumpur;p
amboiii hangggg dyla,bkn main lagi ehhh?
ingt mak pak hang cop duit kaa apa ?
*____*
okayyy. dahhh. skrg ni nak cerita sket laaa. peneman setia duka lara dyla since I was in secondary school :D
my best girlss in convent peel road high school
yee time tu masih berumur 15 tahun. very young && innocent.
maka tertubuhlah slumberbardark gang <3
  • nurul nur asyiqyn roslan
  • fatin farhanah shamsul bahrin
  • nur hidayah zaharifin
  • siti nuradilah abdul aziz
kata pun kanak2 muda remaja tu laa nama group pun mcm tak matang. heeee.
okayyyy lets meet them :)
haritu dyla keluar ngan diorang laa,feeling oberseas pulak.
tp..tp.. dayah tadeeee :(
ini vvip cik atin. belated birthday girl.
seorg yg best dan brutal dan garang juga. kadangkala lawak lebih hebat dari kmpln jambu maharaja lawak :)
mind of your words && your attitude if you wanna be with her ! *wuuu takut2. haha
fatin juga seorg yg sgt mementingkan friendship&&tak suka buat org rasa bersalah. *feeewittt :*
dulu kaannn dyla selalu ponteng sekolah,selalu tak siap homework *tetttttttt.
fatin laaa yg selalu mberi nasihat dan motivasi. thank youuu so much fatin :)

okayyy ini budak bajet comel ? daaaaaaa~~~
seorg yg agak childish didalam gang walaupun muka dia lahhh yg paling matang sbenanye !
ishhhh mmg cepat lupa diri -___-


ini iqyn :)
dyla dulu naik bas sekolah sama-sama ngan dia taw. bas sekolah angah.heeee:D
iqyn seorg yg  riang gembira hari raya. dia pantang nmpk laki handsome. hahaa. tak laa tu dulu laa.
skrg laki handsome pantang nmpk dia pulak. *yekkeee iqyn ? :p
dia best okayyy. she used to listen all my sigh all my complains all my rungutan.
yeee dyla mmg kuat merungut2. lagi2 kalau bas smpai lambat && tak siap buat homework.
&&iqyn is the one who always be by my side to calm me down.
dia pernah buatkan lukisan utk dyla for Pendidikan Seni time form three.
sbb dyla tak reti pastu dyla merengek2.haha.
baikkkk kaannnn ? kau hado ? :p

sbenarnya nak buat surprise utk fatin sbb semua org tak wish birthday dia haritu. ekekee :D
soryyy laaa fatin syggg :)
happy 19th birthday okaayyy.
no more hurt feeling aiteee.

bestfriendsforever :)

tadaaaa~~~ dyla buat cake tu taww ! pagi2 dyla bgn.
okayy tipu. cake tu beli kat tesco jeee :p

sebelum mkn. bajet artis sket. kena photoshoot bnyk2 !!

yeeahhh the best photographer of the day :)

eceyhh.eceyhhh.
comelll laaaaa ? bluekkk :p

muka suci mmg dyla punya kepakaran terhebat :")

dkat tmpt basuh tgn pun boleehhhhh ! :D

amboiiii. dua camera !

kenyang okay mkn chicken chop niyyyhh -___-

weyhhhhh bila nak mkn niiyhhh ? :p

okayyy. tiba-tiba dah smpai toilet >__<

tak pavi lahh kann kalau tak tgkp gambo kat cermin besor niyy ? (^__^)


 presenting to you..
the new models for E-sprit
#1

 #2
#3

dan pemenangnya ... kamiiii :D iqyn tersingkir. sorry iquyn.
peacee iqyn peaceee :D

model ? wekkkk:p

ini rocker stylo ! nak phone number boleh ? :p

okayyy beli ada indoor msty ada outdoor session jgak :D

dyla suka moment ini okayyy ! sgt romantik hujan renyai2 bahasa taw :")
erkkk ? renyai2 bahasa ??? okayybye.

oberseassssss !

tourists from korea. :p

HELL-O everyone ! :D

yeahhhhh. nmpk tak pavillion,KL jee weyhhh !
tak payah pgy jauh2 dah dpt scene yg cantik mcm kat oberseasss taw : )

pelancong tegar mmg tak malu tgkp gambar walaupun dpan org ramai :D

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time nak menunggu monorel dtg. sempat lagii okayy. every moment is a memory :)

okayy ini dlm lrt going to masjid jamek :D

okayyy ahkak iqyn kita yg gorgeous tu galak bershopping !
amboiiii.
dyla tadee duit,yelaa kan baru smlm je kuar kan. sobsss :(

jadi kita buat part time job kjap while waiting for iqyn. heee.

punnn bolehhhh :D mintak tumpang cermin makchekk :)

awwww shy2 miawww fatin :")

like this <3
thanks fatin :")

lagiiiii :) iqyn tak siap shopping lagi. hahaa-_-

on the way back home.

kannn cakap dahhh. mmg sempat jee tgkp gamba.

iloveyyouuuuuu

imissssyouuuuuu

ineedyouuuuu

eceyhhh. candid niyy. malu lahhhh :")


okayyy lrt dah smpai. sempat mmg sempat :)

 *okayyy ini pulak gambar2 time muka innocent muda remaja,awww:")
inilahhh dayah :)
seorg yg baik hati dan kadang2 luhur dan jujur. hehee.
pemalu,pendiam,memiliki ciri2 gadis melayu yg tinggi,*fuyoo
dayah sgt kelakar kadang2 bilaaa dia ckp benda yg unexpected boleh kluar.
e.g:time kitorang dahh confirm nak keluar niii. confident gilaaa. tiba-tiba dpt 1msg;
dayah:sorry geng aku tak gi. lain kali je la.
perhhhhh. lawak antarabangsa ! dayah-dayah. ahaha.

dyla && fatin : )

dayah & iqyn :)

with our form teacher Miss Sri Rohayu :)

slumberbardark yawww <3

ini gambar last yearr. muka matang tak sukaaa tak sukaaa :(

at iqyn's house on her birthday :)

okayyyy itulahhh alkisah slumberbardark tapi nnty nak citer mcmne boleh wujud name tu. hee.
 tapi nnty laahh ehh. penat buat marathon blog dah patah jaari jemari yg mulus inii.
p.s;to slumberbardark no matter where we are my hope is just tht u guys will always remember me in your mind and in your life. dont forget to pray for my success in this world && hereafter taw.
ilove you guyss damn much. u guys are one in a million :")
 thanks for being such a very superb awesome friend
you guys the best !
<3