welcome to my world

ini cerita saya,
gadis pendek yang bercita-cita tinggi
don't ever put high expectations on me because i'm just an ordinary girl living in a temporary rent land by HIM

Saturday, December 17, 2011

a message

assalamualaikum :)


Dear my future husband,
whom i don't know who you are,
if you really love her,you won't touch her.
not even the slightest bit,
you'll protect her dignity and sacredness as a muslimah
just hold her in your heart for a few more years,
then you can do it the halal way 
:")

Saturday, December 3, 2011

demam :")

Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku


Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosa ku
Hanya ingat Kamu kala duka ku
Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka
Pintu hatinya untuk cintaku


Malam kau bawalah rinduku
Untuk dirinya yang jauh dari ku
Agar dia tidak kesepian
Selalu rasa ada cinta agung


Hujan bawa air mata ku
Yang mengalir membasuh luka ku
Agar dia tahu ku terseksa
Tanpa cinta dia di hatiku


Hanya mampu terserah
Moga cahaya di penanti


Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya


Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

kadang-kadang

assalamualaikum :)
dear liver,
kadang-kadang dyla rasa dyla ni sgt laa useless,
*sbb selalu nak mintak mcm-mcm
org ada tu,dia nak jugakkkk
kadang-kadang dyla rasa untungnya if jadi mcm org tu baik,cantik,pandai,
*sbb semua org akan bangga dgn dia
tak pernah bersyukur bila jadi diri sendiri
kadang-kadang dyla selalu termengeluh banyak banyak kat ma&&abah,
*especially when i was at the college
comment pasal studies,transport,cafe,mknn,sumeee
kadang-kadang dyla rasa  tak cukup masa nak buat semua benda
*sbb selalu buat kerja last min
konon kalau buat kerja awal-awal tak feel lah kan
hmm but yet,I've think bout others that even worse than me,
ada yg takde parents dah,ada mkn sehari sekali je,
ada yg takde chance nak studies sbb kena earn some money for their family,
so dyla pleaseee sentiasa thankful dgn apa yg ada kayy,
we might be have a lot of weaknesses and just a little strengths,
 but who knows those lil strentghs can fix those weaknesses kan kan kan.
okayyy entry emosi. heee.
till then :)


Friday, November 18, 2011

no feelings at all

assalamualaikum :)
dear liver,
can you get it what the title really means ?
yessssss I have no feeling at all to pack  all that messy stuff-__-"
even it almost 3o'clock in the morning
&& tomorrow i suppose to wake up earlier than usual :p
otherwise the bus to kuantan will leave me *sighhhhhh
bluekkkkkk :p
dyla seorang yang RAJIN *doa didalam hati :)


Monday, November 14, 2011

ape eh ? ape ?

assalamuaikum :)
dear liver,
apa title mcm tu ? okayy act dyla taktau nak update ape ni.
since gambar tak transfer to my lappy lagi.
huhuu. tapi rindu nak menaip2 nih!!
rindu bangat sihh.
okayyy marilahh upload je apa yg ade.
utk mencuci cuci mate :p
*mood:menciii mencii 4days more to left kl && back to gua gambang :(
dear Kolej Matrikulasi Pahang,
pleaseeee stop bothering my lifeeee !
=(
anyonyoo. comeyycomeyy. *ewww :p

ni dah kenapa pic semua nak kat mirror jee ? :p

pehh pehh. gambar ni serious time war nak spm2009 :) ahaha.
muda tak muka dyla ? muda remaja kann ? :p
now saya dah tua,19 already,uwhhh;'(
wish u all the best to all spm candidates.
War of Everything !
soo fight for it,aiteee;)
till then :)



Wednesday, November 9, 2011

in the blink of an eye

assalamualaikum :)
dear liver,
i juz finished my first sem as a
one-year-programe student in
Pahang Matriculation College
Mendeka ! Mendeka ! Mendeka !
:D
updated soon
tatataaaaa~~~
*gambar diatas time first day nak msk matrik :p
&&now juz one sem left.
cant wait for it <3

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

I dream of 4flat :)

 assalamualaikum :)
dear liver,
ohhh how I miss to write in this blog !
but what could I do, time always get jealous of me,
the wireless network also :p
juz a short update to treat my lovesick towards my lovely blog :)
do pray for my success people !
<3english
<3mathematics
<3biology
<3physics
<3chemistry
wish me luck.
&&I really dream of 4flat :")
ini gambar budak stress nak exam.LOL :))

this is my room.the most heaven place in my college. nice is it :D :D
sempat lagi even the exam is still in progress.
till then,
:)

Monday, May 23, 2011

depression to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxx !!!!

asslamualaikum :)
dear liver,
hmmmm i dunno wht to say,
just dont knw wht i feel right now,
scared,happy,excited,sad.
all in one.
can u guys describe it in one word,please ?
im going back to Kolej Matrikulasi Pahang,
to continue my 2 more semester there.
do pray for my success,4flat ! 4flat ! 4flat !
amiiinnnnnnn : )
imissmyroom :")

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

slumberbardark in action ! :D

assalamualaikunm :)
dear liver,
okayyy setelah pergi menghabiskan masa feel the snow at snow walk shah alam,
dyla dgn beraninya keluar lagi yee pada keesokkan harinyaaa.
meronda-ronda di Kuala Lumpur;p
amboiii hangggg dyla,bkn main lagi ehhh?
ingt mak pak hang cop duit kaa apa ?
*____*
okayyy. dahhh. skrg ni nak cerita sket laaa. peneman setia duka lara dyla since I was in secondary school :D
my best girlss in convent peel road high school
yee time tu masih berumur 15 tahun. very young && innocent.
maka tertubuhlah slumberbardark gang <3
  • nurul nur asyiqyn roslan
  • fatin farhanah shamsul bahrin
  • nur hidayah zaharifin
  • siti nuradilah abdul aziz
kata pun kanak2 muda remaja tu laa nama group pun mcm tak matang. heeee.
okayyyy lets meet them :)
haritu dyla keluar ngan diorang laa,feeling oberseas pulak.
tp..tp.. dayah tadeeee :(
ini vvip cik atin. belated birthday girl.
seorg yg best dan brutal dan garang juga. kadangkala lawak lebih hebat dari kmpln jambu maharaja lawak :)
mind of your words && your attitude if you wanna be with her ! *wuuu takut2. haha
fatin juga seorg yg sgt mementingkan friendship&&tak suka buat org rasa bersalah. *feeewittt :*
dulu kaannn dyla selalu ponteng sekolah,selalu tak siap homework *tetttttttt.
fatin laaa yg selalu mberi nasihat dan motivasi. thank youuu so much fatin :)

okayyy ini budak bajet comel ? daaaaaaa~~~
seorg yg agak childish didalam gang walaupun muka dia lahhh yg paling matang sbenanye !
ishhhh mmg cepat lupa diri -___-


ini iqyn :)
dyla dulu naik bas sekolah sama-sama ngan dia taw. bas sekolah angah.heeee:D
iqyn seorg yg  riang gembira hari raya. dia pantang nmpk laki handsome. hahaa. tak laa tu dulu laa.
skrg laki handsome pantang nmpk dia pulak. *yekkeee iqyn ? :p
dia best okayyy. she used to listen all my sigh all my complains all my rungutan.
yeee dyla mmg kuat merungut2. lagi2 kalau bas smpai lambat && tak siap buat homework.
&&iqyn is the one who always be by my side to calm me down.
dia pernah buatkan lukisan utk dyla for Pendidikan Seni time form three.
sbb dyla tak reti pastu dyla merengek2.haha.
baikkkk kaannnn ? kau hado ? :p

sbenarnya nak buat surprise utk fatin sbb semua org tak wish birthday dia haritu. ekekee :D
soryyy laaa fatin syggg :)
happy 19th birthday okaayyy.
no more hurt feeling aiteee.

bestfriendsforever :)

tadaaaa~~~ dyla buat cake tu taww ! pagi2 dyla bgn.
okayy tipu. cake tu beli kat tesco jeee :p

sebelum mkn. bajet artis sket. kena photoshoot bnyk2 !!

yeeahhh the best photographer of the day :)

eceyhh.eceyhhh.
comelll laaaaa ? bluekkk :p

muka suci mmg dyla punya kepakaran terhebat :")

dkat tmpt basuh tgn pun boleehhhhh ! :D

amboiiii. dua camera !

kenyang okay mkn chicken chop niyyyhh -___-

weyhhhhh bila nak mkn niiyhhh ? :p

okayyy. tiba-tiba dah smpai toilet >__<

tak pavi lahh kann kalau tak tgkp gambo kat cermin besor niyy ? (^__^)


 presenting to you..
the new models for E-sprit
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 #2
#3

dan pemenangnya ... kamiiii :D iqyn tersingkir. sorry iquyn.
peacee iqyn peaceee :D

model ? wekkkk:p

ini rocker stylo ! nak phone number boleh ? :p

okayyy beli ada indoor msty ada outdoor session jgak :D

dyla suka moment ini okayyy ! sgt romantik hujan renyai2 bahasa taw :")
erkkk ? renyai2 bahasa ??? okayybye.

oberseassssss !

tourists from korea. :p

HELL-O everyone ! :D

yeahhhhh. nmpk tak pavillion,KL jee weyhhh !
tak payah pgy jauh2 dah dpt scene yg cantik mcm kat oberseasss taw : )

pelancong tegar mmg tak malu tgkp gambar walaupun dpan org ramai :D

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time nak menunggu monorel dtg. sempat lagii okayy. every moment is a memory :)

okayy ini dlm lrt going to masjid jamek :D

okayyy ahkak iqyn kita yg gorgeous tu galak bershopping !
amboiiii.
dyla tadee duit,yelaa kan baru smlm je kuar kan. sobsss :(

jadi kita buat part time job kjap while waiting for iqyn. heee.

punnn bolehhhh :D mintak tumpang cermin makchekk :)

awwww shy2 miawww fatin :")

like this <3
thanks fatin :")

lagiiiii :) iqyn tak siap shopping lagi. hahaa-_-

on the way back home.

kannn cakap dahhh. mmg sempat jee tgkp gamba.

iloveyyouuuuuu

imissssyouuuuuu

ineedyouuuuu

eceyhhh. candid niyy. malu lahhhh :")


okayyy lrt dah smpai. sempat mmg sempat :)

 *okayyy ini pulak gambar2 time muka innocent muda remaja,awww:")
inilahhh dayah :)
seorg yg baik hati dan kadang2 luhur dan jujur. hehee.
pemalu,pendiam,memiliki ciri2 gadis melayu yg tinggi,*fuyoo
dayah sgt kelakar kadang2 bilaaa dia ckp benda yg unexpected boleh kluar.
e.g:time kitorang dahh confirm nak keluar niii. confident gilaaa. tiba-tiba dpt 1msg;
dayah:sorry geng aku tak gi. lain kali je la.
perhhhhh. lawak antarabangsa ! dayah-dayah. ahaha.

dyla && fatin : )

dayah & iqyn :)

with our form teacher Miss Sri Rohayu :)

slumberbardark yawww <3

ini gambar last yearr. muka matang tak sukaaa tak sukaaa :(

at iqyn's house on her birthday :)

okayyyy itulahhh alkisah slumberbardark tapi nnty nak citer mcmne boleh wujud name tu. hee.
 tapi nnty laahh ehh. penat buat marathon blog dah patah jaari jemari yg mulus inii.
p.s;to slumberbardark no matter where we are my hope is just tht u guys will always remember me in your mind and in your life. dont forget to pray for my success in this world && hereafter taw.
ilove you guyss damn much. u guys are one in a million :")
 thanks for being such a very superb awesome friend
you guys the best !
<3